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Eryn's diary I believe yesterday i hit the point where i will hopefully break this vicious cycle.Instead of buying a dress for my graduation i bought a hoodie.I plan on wearing a hoodie for the 3rd summer in a row.Now my only pair of fitting jeans are beginning to be too tight.This point in my life has been unpleasant and hindering everything else going on.I am a 23 year old female from pa.I am a mother of three beautiful babies.Two wonderful boys(5 and 4 years old)And a beautiful little girl(2 years old).I have a fiancee, we've been engaged for 3 years but we have yet to actually get married.Partly because we didn't have enough money for a while and partly because i am too embarrassed to look like i do on my wedding day.I am graduating school in 12 days.I hate that i will have to receive my diploma looking like this.I hate that my happiness and hard work will be hindered by how uncomfortable i feel.I am so mad at myself for not doing something sooner.So many should haves, could haves, would haves.I'm fed up with it.So, on that note, i am going to weigh myself and take measurements.Keep in mind i have not done this in some time and will probably need to take a moment to be mad.I have lost the weight before so i can't believe after all that i allowed myself to let his happen again.I made a promise to myself that i would never feel this way again. Height:5'3 I am kind of lost how i am going to go about this.Honestly i wanted to try medifast.Anyone else like it?I have been told by a family member though i need to have to lose more to be on it.I have used nutrisystem in the past and lost 40 pounds.I also used weight watchers in the past.I think for the first week i am going to stick with good foods.I really need some will power here.Eek.I'm also going to workout.I would love to reach my goal by august 18th for vacation but i know this will not be happening so i guess realistically by august i would like to shoot for 20 pounds lost.I want to take my kids to the beach and not think about myself and hiding the whole time.I want Cheap Prom Dresses UK to enjoy myself on vacation. I also want to let you guys know i canceled my wedding about a month ago.I would have been getting married on september 28th.I am so sick of being ashamed.I am sick of crying.Last week i tried getting my boyfriend to take his sister to his friend's wedding in a couple weeks because i can't imagine showing my face in public.I want this to stop.He wouldn't agree to it so i am hoping in a couple weeks i can feel better about myself.I'm sorry to who ever is reading this and thinking i being ridiculous drowning myself in self pity.This is not who i am.I need to find myself again.Any advice out there?What has worked for you guys?Any girls out there know of a flattering dress shape for a full hipped woman that won't make me look like i borrowed my mom's dress?I tried on the new"Maxi"Dress which is the trend this season.Ew.I do not think they made this dress shape for anyone over 100 pounds or with any chest. You really have to try on a bunch of different styles to see what works for you.Chances are at your height you're better off with a knee length or just below the knee anything longer will always look frumpy even if you are thin.Don't forget clothes can be altered as well you don't have to buy right off the rack tailors exist at most dry cleaners or elsewhre and for a few dollars a correct hem makes a world of difference(Yes, i spend entirely too much time watching what not to wear. ) As for diet advice i already saidin in your intro thread lifestyle change not diet. ;Reasoonable calories read the stickied threads theres info you definitely need.And go to the wedding your fiance loves you for you not for what you Wedding Party Dresses look like. Ok guys.Here are my ideas for getting in some exercise this week.I like the on demand exercises by leslie sansone.Walking with boosters is my favorite.I have wii fit to play.I am going to ride bikes to the park today with the kiddos, we are going berry picking later in the week, i am going to use my yoga ball for sit ups, i'm going to take the kids swimming, i am doing poi which was a hobby for me before the fat(Sooo fun! ), hula hooping, jump roping, and my fiancee Chris wants to go play soccer in the park this weekend.He also found us a sitter so we can go to a frisbee golf course(Which in our park is huge and hiking most of the way)And play or hike.Whatever i want to do.He is so excited i want to stop being depressed.I am really excited i'm doing this.For real.For once.I'm glad i have such a supportive partner. I too have just recently started my weight loss journey, so welcome!I am also 5'3"And i started at 170.The weight is coming off slowly, but i feel so much better, i have more energy and my clothes are fitting me better.I never did"Before"Measurements but i am sure they would be down some. It is wonderful how supportive and excited for you your fiancee is.If you ever need some extra motivation or encouragement you should check out the before, during and after thread.There are some amazing before and after pics on there that totally kicked my butt back into gear when i was feeling unmotivated. I too have just recently started my weight loss journey, so http://www.fcsc.co.uk/wedding-party-dresses/mother-of-the-bride-dresses.html welcome!I am also 5'3"And i started at 170.The weight is coming off slowly, but i feel so much better, i have more energy and my clothes are fitting me better.I never did"Before"Measurements but i am sure they would be down some. It is wonderful how supportive and excited for you your fiancee is.If you ever need some extra motivation or encouragement you should check out the before, during and after thread.There are some amazing before and after pics on there that totally kicked my butt back into gear when i was feeling unmotivated. Today.Yuck.Lets just say i need to get a grip on my will power and just do it(Eating well).On tuesday i had my last anatomy class and we all took pictures.I am hoping that these pictures will keep me on track.It makes me so sad to look at them.I am so unhappy.I am took embarrassed to upload them.I think if i start losing a little weight i will put them up as my before photos.Maybe it will not be so embarrassing if i change.On a brighter note i did exercise today.Me and my two year old did a couple 1/2 hour ones from the fitness/on demand section.It was pretty funny actually.She is going through a"Nudist baby"Stage so she put on shoes and danced around naked.I guess its only funny if its your kid.I find her hilarious.She is so spunky, it keeps me on my toes.Always my little helper and now my exercise partner. Today i did a half hour of arm exercises, an hour of cardio and then the kids woke up so we walked to dairy queen for dinner(Hey, its one of the few in kidfriendly walking distance about a mile each way).I only ate the grill sandwich without the cheese, mayo and bacon.It was really good.

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